I haven't been blogging at all. It just seems that it has been easier to write 140 characters for an update rather than to sit down and type my little heart out. I tried writing in my moleskine and that didn't work either. I haven't been able to keep up. I'm just too busy.
I really wanted things to work out with me and my blogs. I really, truly did. But I guess these sporadic updates will just have to do.
With that being said, I don't have much to report. The summer has come and gone and I've been living in San Diego for an entire year now. Not much is different. When I moved here, I had such high hopes and expectations for a new and exciting life. And, well, there's something left to be desired.
Things with my ASHM are wonderful. And things with work are okay. But I feel like I'm not getting everything that a normal 22 year old experiences. I feel like maybe I'm missing out. I don't know what I'm missing out on, but I feel it every once and awhile. I feel this little tugging at my chest that says "Hold on. You're growing up too fast. You're not getting what you need to out of life." And that's a really sucky feeling to have especially since I don't know what to do to fix it.
It seems like everyone around me is/had their early 20's experiences and I'm just trying to catch up. I just don't know what "normal" people do in their early 20's.
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